Friday, October 5, 2012

ruminations


self-preservation: i quarantine certain memories,
certain aspirations. it’s monday & it’s harder to buy
(even when on sale) what i’m selling 
so i look the other way & keep my wallet in my pocket.

the world spins & spins: dizziness its natural state,
& it seems like it’s set on winning in musical chairs,
on outlasting our spinning tops.

walking always does me good: moving closer, farther;
going somewhere, getting nowhere;
as well as filling in the background, the foreground
with my headphones, with a book,
with something other than my own projections.

like wild animals, some questions have to be subdued
in order to keep the internal machinery in check,
need to be placed, like inmates, in solitary confinement
so that we can talk behind their backs.

monday is no day at the beach nor is friday a day to sign up: 
one’s too liberal in the latter, too conservative in the former; 
either too carefree or too sensitive to the light.

raindrops are nature’s paratroopers 
but who or what are they trying to save, to divide & conquer? 
& are they singular (each drop) 
or plural 
like our half-truths or anything else under the microscope?

staring out the window, i make a mental note with my sharpie
(women are my favorite visual aid) 
& in between the mist
i breathe in & breathe out, breathe out & breathe in:
isn’t it swell that this pulmonary enterprise, exercise 
isn’t entirely up to us?


c. a. campos, 2012 

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